This morning I realized something when I entered the office. For the past few months, I keep telling myself that this is NOT a big thing. It's something that will pass and I'll easily forget it in time but obviously I was wrong. It is something BIG. It might even be bigger than me and I'm just scared that time will come when I won't be able to handle it anymore. :(
I guess I was overwhelmed with the bright lights that I didn't see what is beyond those lights. I sort of underestimated the would be consequences. I took things for granted.