Tuesday, October 25, 2005
And I step to the edge
To see my world below
And I laugh at myself
As the tears roll down
Is the world I know?
Where's the world I know?
- The World I Know, Collective Soul
I just found out something I've been dreading to find out these past few weeks. A lot of times I reminded myself that I should be ready for this. Knowing me, I mean the selfish me, I always tell myself that I can take it. I'll breeze through it. I guess I was wrong. Well, I haven't been taking it very well.
I know it's all my fault. I mean, I inflicted this on myself. I took the risk without realizing the consequences and it's quite bad. I can be impulsive at times. Most of the time I tell myself that I won't get hurt. Maybe I just say that to convince myself.
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