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Thursday, December 29, 2005

Back To Me

Back to me. Karma.

Recently, I had one of my friends telling me that he used to hate this person and now he's beginning to realize that he's actually starting to like this person. Oh wow. Great. The more you hate the more you love I guess.

It made me think that this might happen to me. I feel a little bit paranoid these past few days. I know myself. I have this pride thing. I know I can really be insensitive at times. Maybe to the point of being cold hearted. Dry and unemotional. Hehe. :) I'm just quite scared that I might find my match and I won't be able to handle it. I might do stupid things that I'll regret.

[ 1:26 AM ] [ ]

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Counting My Blessings

Below is the list of the best gifts I received this Christmas:

- Risky Business dvd from TL Raui
- The Alchemist from Monch
- Black MNG girlie shoulder bag from Crissy
- 6 in 1 Spiderman vs. Superman pirated dvd from my brother
- Kipling mailman's bag from Ate Ricci
- My best friend Aliza coming home this December 31 :)

Thanks guys!!! Merry Christmas!!! :)

[ 3:06 PM ] [ ]

Back To My Roots

For the past few months, I've been listening to what I call "happy music" because I guess I was trying to forget something that happened to me. Now happy music for me include the likes of Hed Kandi, DJ Anton Ramos, Chillout, House Sessions, and Bar Grooves.

These past few days though slowly but surely I'm going back to the musicI really love... alternative. :) I remember when I was in grade school, my brother would make listen to stuff from Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Stone Temple Pilots, Poison, Guns and Roses(golly!), Dave Matthews Band and Gin Blossoms. I guess the bands stuck to me and I grew to love them.

Lately, I've always been tuned in to 103.5 K-lite. The lite alternative. :) I love listening to Maroon 5, July for Kings, Lifehouse, Coldplay, The Killers, and Franz Ferdinand. The best buys of 2005.

I don't know if I'll ever outgrow alternative music. I was thinking thatI should listen to more mature music. Whatever that means but I guess deep inside I'll always be a kid and alternative music will always be with me. :)

Rock on!!!

[ 2:50 PM ] [ ]

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Fear Factor

There are a lot of things that scare me. These are things like: losing my family and friends, not being successful, giving birth(?), bunjee jumping, having cancer, etc. Although lately, I've been afraid of this one particular scenario. Something that might happen and I'm just scared that I might not be able to get over it. It's not that I don't have faith. I don't know but usually I trust myself but with this... it's quite difficult. I don't trust my instincts.

I guess I just have to go with it. Make the most of what I have. Have faith. :)

[ 7:32 PM ] [ ]