Sunday, October 15, 2006
The waking up is the hardest part..."
- John Mayer, "Dreaming With A Broken Heart."
I just realized that I have a broken heart these past few days. Not because of a guy or anything but because of something I've believed in for the past three years. It's quite hard when you hope and believe in something and in the end, they end up hurting you. The pain is excruciating and the frustration is unacceptable. Yet I can't do anyting but accept it. Although I've asked myself a lot of times why the tears are not visible. Then I realized that maybe just maybe I'm crying inside. I guess it's even more painful because I've been trying so hard to cover up what I really feel.
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