Baby Steps
I guess I'm at this point in my life wherein slowly but surely I'm opening myself to changes with regard to things around me. I have decided to finally move on next year. Hoping that I'll be in a totally different environment and I'll feel a lot more fulfilled. I told myself before that it will not be easy. That's why I'm preparing myself as early as now.
During my leave, I'm glad I was able to do a couple of things in line with this. I fixed my resume. Then when just last week, I requested the closure of one of my credit cards. Hehe. :) What will I do next? Honestly, I'm still thinking about it. I'm just going with the flow. I'm trying to read the signs... well, if there are any. Hehe. :) ------------------------- Monch and I have been hooked lately with watching PDA. I guess it's been a habit that everytime we watch the show, we get into this text marathon mode. Haha! :) Sometimes we just fall asleep texting each other. Wah. We're rooting for this girl. Her name is Irish and she's a Fil-American. Aside from the talent, we both agree that she's one hot chick! Haha! :) We're hoping that she'll be in the top six. Yeah go hotttie!
Freedom
Ahh... freedom for two weeks. Starting Monday, I will be on my two week mandatory leave. Finally! My last leave was April. I'm really really tired. I need a break.
I'll be leaving on Monday for Baguio. Yipee! I think I've mentioned before that I have this once a year thing with the place. I really have the to be there at least once a year. I cant't wait! :) Although I feel somewhat frustrated whenever I leave the place. I feel like staying there much longer than three days. Oh well.
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About a week ago, I guess I had this mini breakdown at home. After praying, the tears came. Oh yes. I hate to admit it but I did cry. I guess I can only take so much. I just realized in that particular moment, the only person I could turn to was Him.